Life Update | Babies, Break-ups and Blogging?

“Some changes look negative on the surface but you will soon realise that space is being created in your life for something new to emerge.”
Eckhart Tolle

It’s been a couple of months since I’ve posted anything new on here but after a much needed break I’m back doing what I love. To mark my return I thought I’d share a little little life update on what’s been going on and what I have in store for my little corner of the internet.

“Some changes look negative on the surface but you will soon realise that space is being created in your life for something new to emerge.”
Eckhart Tolle


It’s been a couple of months since I’ve posted anything new on here but after a much needed break I’m back doing what I love. To mark my return I thought I’d share a little little life update on what’s been going on and what I have in store for my little corner of the internet.

But first, how are you? How is life treating you?

Me, I’m doing good. A lot has happened since I last posted. Some good, some bad and some just plain old unexplainable but I’m in a much better place now than I was a few months ago. Life hit me and it hit me really REALLY hard. I was never fully ready to share the specifics both online and offline because it’s hard to do so when you’re in the midst of the chaos. Every time I wanted to say something, the words failed me. I didn’t know where to start or how to start or if I should even start. So I didn’t. Instead, I had many days of crying and feeling sorry for myself until eventually I found the strength to get my groove back. Things weren’t okay but I knew they’d be okay. Eventually. Then I took a little 4 month break to gather myself and my thoughts and just enjoy the good moments that were happening instead of dwelling on the bad.

I told myself that once I got it together I’d return and write a life update post and share my journey because I believe it’s part of the recovery process. It’s a slow and painful process but it’s worth sharing because someone else might be going through the same thing and need to know that they are not alone. That it’s normal to feel how you feel and it’s possible to get through it no matter how hard it might be. Sometimes that’s all the encouragement we need.

So without further ado here is little life update on what’s been going on. Are you sitting comfortably?


I’ll start with the biggest and most amazing thing of all that’s happened to me in the last 5 months. On 17th September at 7 something in the morning I become a mum to the most handsome little boy named Matthew. I say little but he weighed a healthy 7.3 pounds which is quite big so I’ve been told. I too was a big baby so I wasn’t too surprised. I delivered him via an emergency caesarian section (c-section) which I was not prepared for at all! I’ll go into more detail about my pregnancy, delivery and recovery in another post but for now I’m so excited to share this wonderful news. I’m officially a mama! Whoooop! It still hasn’t really kicked in yet that I am someone’s mum and I have no idea what I’m doing but I’m doing it anyway and I’m falling in love with him every single day whilst at it. I’m anxious but excited to spend the rest of my life trying to keep his little behind alive, healthy and happy!


The next update is that sadly the start of this amazing new chapter in my life was met with an unexpected end to my relationship with Matthew’s father. I’ve spoken about him a few times on here during our relationship and I never in a million years thought it would end like it did, but it did. We broke up in February and I went through the entire pregnancy without him. It’s crazy how things can change so quickly but that’s life. Things change, people change and you just have to deal with it as best as you can. I was fortunate to have support from my amazing family and friends which I thank God for every single day. I don’t know how I would have coped without them.

At some point I’ll share the experience with you as I feel it’s important to share both life’s ups and downs, however for now I want to continue focusing on the good that came out of our relationship – Matthew. He’s taken all my pain and disappointment away and I know that everything happens for a reason. I didn’t understand it at first but I get that now. I’m so much more happier and excited for the future ahead.


Last but not least, is my blog. They say behind every dark cloud there’s always a silver lining. Or something like that. Well, I think I may have found my silver lining. My life has taken an amazing but unexpectedly turn and I’d like my blog to a reflection of that. After all this is Lydia on Life, right? I’ve spent a lot of time talking about self love and self development on my blog amongst other things and that has helped me get through everything that’s happened so far this year. Because of that, I know I want to continue sharing my journey. I’m now a single young woman and also a new mum and I want to share my thought’s and experiences as I try to navigate and balance this new life. I have so much to learn and even more to give and it’s all thanks to Matthew. He has given me a new perspective on myself and life and has made me feel like I can do anything I put my mind to. I’m ready for whatever lies ahead and I want to share it all right right here.


So yup, that’s my life update so far. As you can see I’ve been going through quit a bit of change and though it hasn’t been easy, I thank God everyday for it. I went through it, I got through it and I’ve come out the other side smiling because of it.

Life is very unpredictable and at times can be very uncomfortable. But I read a quote from Mokokoma Mokhonoana that said ‘comfort rarely produces great art’. Out of my uncomfortable I want to produce great art. I want my experience to bare fruits that will be used as encouragement for those (including myself) that may find themselves in that place of doubt again. I want to show whoever stumbles across my blog that you are more prepared to take on life’s struggles than you think you are. You may not feel like it but trust me you are. Just be patient with yourself. You cannot celebrate a victory if you’ve never been to war.

So I wrote this to not only give you a life update but to remind you that no matter how long or how dark the tunnel might be, keep going because there is light at the end of it. It might seem far, it might not even look like it’s there but trust me it’s there. Use that time to grow, develop and overcome the obstacles that will come along the way. It won’t be easy or painless but in the end you will be able to say you made it.

I don’t know what’s in store for the future but I’m excited for it anyway.

Till next time!

Love always,
Lydia x

Author: lydia-on-life

Hi and welcome to Lydia on Life! I'm the mother of a very handsome baby boy and work in software development in London. I created and use it as an outlet to share my journey through motherhood. I love food, I love travel, I love creativity and I love technology. Most of all I'm learning to enjoy being a mother and sharing that experience with the internet.

7 thoughts on “Life Update | Babies, Break-ups and Blogging?”

  1. Lydia, welcome back my fellow blogging sister. Congratulations on the birth of your baby boy Matthew, tell him his Cyber blogging Aunty Jenna said hey ❤️ I can already tell that he is loved on well.

    What a life update, thank you so much for being transparent and sharing. I know all too well the pain of a break up. But a break up with the birth of a young child, I do not. I can only commend you for your strength and endurance throughout your journey. God really kept you and like you said everything happens for a reason.

    We never usually know that reason at first but eventually things become clear. It hurts my heart that you went through it alone but I know that the process has been an eye opener for you. So I don’t doubt there was a blessing attached to it.

    I pray that God will continue to cover you and Matthew. He is doing a new thing in both of your lives and I can only imagine where this will take you both. May the Lord bring peace, comfort and continued joy into your home. I also pray for a divine covering and protection over you both in the season.
    I trust that this new chapter in your life will be fruitful.
    If no one has told you yet, you are doing amazing. I look forward to the next life update.

    Sending you and Matthew lots of love 💖


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    1. Amen and Amen!!

      Thank you so much for your kind words. You will never know what reading your comment has done for me. I can honestly say interacting with women like you is one of the reasons I love blogging and I’m so glad I connected with you.

      I receive everything you’ve said and pray that God sees your heart and blesses you in more ways than you could ever imagine.

      Matthew is lucky to have a cyber aunty like you! Hopefully one day you’ll get to meet him because I sure would love to meet you too!

      Sending you even more love right back! 💖💖

      Lydia xx

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  2. Welcome back lovely! Congratulations on your baby, hope you’re both doing well. Praying that you’ll completely heal from any hurt, and learn and grow in this new chapter ❤️.
    God, the Author of everything, definitely has a plan for you both.

    Also can’t wait for any future baby blogs?!


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    1. Thank you so much!

      We are doing just fine and enjoying getting to know one another. He’s honestly the most amazing baby and I’m so grateful I get to call him mine.

      Thank you again for the prayers and I trust that God will continue blessing you always!

      I’m excited to share this new chapter!



  3. Wow! That is quite a lot to be going through! I appreciate you finding the time to write, especially with a newborn.

    Congratulations on being a mother and finding the strength to share your experience. 🙏🏾😊

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    1. Yes it was and I wouldn’t change a thing! It’s taken a lot of adjusting but life wouldn’t be life without it’s unpredictability.

      Having Matthew has made me a lot more organised so hopefully I can continue juggling and enjoing being a mum and sharing my experience.

      Thank you so much for reading!!



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